I was always being a dull person. Think slow, act slow. To all the new people, new things, all these kinda stuffs. I was always trying to convince myslef by using 'u just slow, it's not a big deal, u can makes things right like other do one way or another' , some shity stuffs like that.But finally,  after reviewing all the things that i been though, time isnt the cure for everything. There are things that wouldnt let u suspend them, or stall them for very long time with gentle moves. Sometimes the words u convince urself is just a safe excuse for u to regard urself, more specificly myself, is anything but coward or laze bones.  Everytime I found something rare, something important to me when I gonna lose it. Things always goes like this. I should have known time is useless when u regard a gentle step as a step forward. It's late lesson, but not that late. Something screwed, i hope i could fixed it.

2017.4.7