My mood is messed up by myself,which causes my distraction from my studies and life.

My first time of Marathon was completed.All in all,l was left with pity and regret.l was feeling blue,turning away their request,leading to my worse mindset.

l was hopeless and listless.l cried,hugged my bear,and missed my bf so much.l put myself into a desperate situation.

l was ill and skipped class.Then,l found no reason explaining my sadness.

跑完马拉松回来，我身心疲惫。陷入尴尬的局面，不想交谈，内心深处更是一片漆黑。全身无力的我，颓废的我，劳累的我，是一个综合体。

我想好好努力，不想因为比赛结束了而失去了目标。嗯，好好努力，很快就可以跟他见面了。