I have promised myself I will sleep earlier than before while I haven't done it. I browse the video again and again. Maybe I just want to delay the time and avoid something that I have to face it.
To be honest I don't want to join it again. I feel so tired. When I heard those information about the truth I don't want to pursue it. It is so dark. They have the right to decide a person's fate it also changes other people's fate.
