今天是五号，上课的第一天，来到学校快三天了，可是最近两天都没有胃口去吃饭，心里也是难过的要死。
其实想想自己，一切都好好的，难过不就是因为自己内心不够强大？难过不就是自己的问题没有解决感觉特别难受，可是又好像找不出任何出口？有时候想，，自己真的是不是太悲观了,没有什么事，年纪轻轻的每天忧郁什么呢？给别人吐槽心事吧，问题得不到解决吧，自己都觉得自己是一颗玻璃心。,
在家太安逸了，太舒服了，一来学校就想我爸我妈，就想我弟，想我妹，想在家的生活，知道那样的日子自己会没有任何长进，自己还是想沉溺在那种生活中，不想出来，可是一想，生活总是要面对的，比你优秀的人比你努力多了，你凭什么？
自己心里的难受，现在感觉，没有任何人可以救自己，除非自己。
现在才发现，原来取悦自己，是最难的。
翻译：
today is fifth day of a month,the first day of class,today is the third day that i have been came the school,but i have a no appetite(食欲) to eat in recent two days,i am also sad to death in my mind.
in fact, i think of myself,evething is fine,i am so sad ,isn't my heart not strong enough?don't i don't solve the problems to let i feel very uncomforable,but i can't find any export?sometimes i think of myself,i am really too pessimistic(悲观），there is nothing,iam young,what i am sad every day?when i am teasing（吐槽）these thing,not only the problem is not solved,but also i feel my heart is a heart of glass.
i am too comfortable at home ,when i came to school,i start to want my mother and father,my brother,my sister,i know that day is no progress,however,i still want to indulge(沉溺) in that life ,i don't want to come out.but think,life is going to face,people who are better than you work hard than you,why are you lazy?my uncomfortable ,now i feel,no one can save youself,unless youself.
now i noly find that,原来(Originally)please myself is the hardest.
