挥霍掉桀骜不逊的年少时光·······虚度了痴人说梦的大学时代······经历了尔虞我诈的沉浮商海·····体会了五味杂陈的世态炎凉···················如今的我··············一无所有········除了大把大把的教训和···········刻骨铭心··的···对自己····对他人的·······冷漠············每天的生活··············为了满足内心那遥远而冰冷的荣耀···········艰难的攀爬·········机械的劳作··········骄傲的孤独·········书写属于自己的狂人日记··········我以为···于我·····人生即是如此···········
2013年2月12日········感谢那个再平凡不过的日子··········那是一个神奇而梦幻般的开始······瑞静···我梦幻中期待的天使··············你来到我的世界············你如那冬日升起的暖阳·····················融化我内心的彻骨的冰凉·············你如春风一样·········吹散长久以来挥之不去的阴霾·····你就像那纯净美好的童谣·······让我寻回丢失多年的快乐·········你让我的每一天不再只是孤孤单单唏嘘感慨············时间不再煎熬难捱············我对明天开始期待·················你的出现·····让我重拾旧时的勇气····················唤醒了我那沉睡许久的梦想······················生活从此触手可及························································································································· ·············································
瑞静··········我心爱的小妮子······· 你曾不止一次说怕有一天我会不再理你·····也曾不止一次因为学历···工作···背景··年龄等理由把我婉拒在你心门之外···其实·······我绝对不是你说的无动于衷········我没有你想象的那么从容·······在这个问题上··········我比你更脆弱···更敏感·········你问我你的破声音有什么好听的····当我听到你的声音·················哪怕是重播录音的时候·······················都是极大的快乐和满足··············这就是区别········这就是爱与被爱的区别·····爱别人比被别人爱····更深刻·············更容易满足·······更容易快乐·········也更敏感········更脆弱········更容易受伤················你懂我的意思吗？你对我······比我对你更重要··········我每天都在患得患失······在我眼里······你天生丽质···········如花似玉·····单纯无邪·············朴实善良···············你对某些事物的偏执和你的忧郁气质以及你时刻挥洒着的优雅和高贵··················深深的吸引着我·······让我不敢仰视···························我并不认为我配得上你···········也不认为有谁可以配得上你············所以我每天都在害怕·······害怕有一天你从我的生活中消失·······我就要重回以前的那些阴郁的日子···········瑞静·············我好想时间能够停留在现在········虽然我现在处于困境·········但是因为有你······每天都有大把大把的快乐时光········我宁愿以后的岁月就是这样的简单的重复············就像一首超级喜欢的老歌一样··········单曲循环··········此生足矣·················
·······可是···········时光荏苒··········白驹过隙···········时间的车轮时刻都在碾压着我们所剩不多的青春············我们无法拒绝··············年华飞逝············我们终将老去·················踩在这人生最美好的时代的尾巴上····在这人生的拐角处··············我好想你我能无视那些世俗的羁绊··············什么学历······什么背景·······什么工作········让我们统统抛开··················让我们给自己一次机会······让我们大胆的向前迈一步······我请你相信············前方不是悬崖峭壁···········前方不是火热水深········前方很可能是想象不到的好风景···············因为有你····因为有我·······我们不在为谁等待·····我们不再形单影只················我们相伴相扶···我们互相温暖·················我们从此不再惧怕人生苦短·················瑞静······我的大美女·······我再一次向你···········发出书面邀请··············严肃的···真诚的······深情的邀请··············请你与我组建一支队伍·············我带队·······你殿后·········咱们一路向着咱们那被嘲笑的梦想高歌猛进······································~~~~~~~~~~盼复~~~~~~~~~
