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每天中午顶着大太阳去家教
Every noon I go to tutor in the sun
说实话真的有点儿怕
To be honest, I am a little scared
不是害怕累
Not afraid of being tired
而是害怕没有正确的分配好时间
It's fear of not allocating time properly
最近又有点负能量
I have a little negative energy recently
敏感加上胡思乱想让心理负担又有点儿沉重
Sensitive and cranky, the psychological burden is a bit heavy
害怕被孤独一个人但又向往一个人
Fear of being alone but looking forward to a person
学业和就业两座大山有点儿喘不过气来
The two mountains of academics and employment make me a little breathless
不知道现在的选择是否会通向未来
I don't know if the current choice will lead to the future
还有我的他什么时候会出现
And when will he appear?
