Each of us in the world has our own perspective of life, and there are so many times , I ask myself, why do you work So hard and live an unhappy life?I don't know ,I tried to live an ideal life, and tried hard to reach close to my designed tracjectory.
I called myself perfectionist , I followed my gut since I was in the college , I ditched my classes to play basketball, because I am a die-heart basketball fan, I was into how can I slum dunk, So I spent on summer vacation to train myself, and finally I can slum dunk.
I had bunch of friends to hang out together, but one day I realized that I need do something different, So I decided to catch up my left Behind academic major, I think study should be happy in my own way ,So i did not really pay attention what my teachers said in the class, I spent every second to read english novels, and after one semester I finished 18 books.
But once your speeded up to do something, it is like the intertance, it is hard to slow down, you hustle it up everything, I dont know since when I was alone to go to class ,and alone to do everything, my friends alienated me.
Loneness didnt beat me up but make me more persistent and tough, Like every students who face graduation and work, I choose to do something I like, So I went to be an International basketball tournament interpretor, and till now already 4years, though it is only a part time job, I dont want this to be my full time job, cos I heard that work ruins interests.
my full time job is technical sales engineer, you might wonder how come you have something to do with the engineer? my major was only english, engineer is what I learnt from work, I know how hard it for me at the start, I felt so many pressure , I remembered every day i went to work, like a stone on my chest, but after half year ,I learnt a lot from USA engineers.
I also feel exhaust in my heart, and ask myself ,why not choose a leisure life? I actually dont know the answer, maybe like once you join the gang , it is hard to gang out.
that depends on your Life perspectives, you have your right to choose to be a man who wait or who hustle.
