It’s a cloudy Saturday, I decided to stay at home enjoying my peaceful life---reading books, watching film, which used to be the best way for me to kill time, however, when I fell in love with him, I’m always in missing. It’s hard for me to stay quiet. I try to persuade myself not to think more, leave it alone, and come back to my normal life.
Today’s film is Bandits, an elusive movie which makes me confused, although it’s a famous film and got some price, I really don’t like it. I mean the content, because of the actress’s behavior, I couldn’t accept that make love easily with any guys. Sex should be treasure not dirty. If you love someone, you have to follow him/her, no matter what happened. Maybe it’s a foolish opinion in nowadays as fast developing economy; however, as far as I’m concerned, I will follow this opinion forever. Wish the guy I choose has the same opinion with me.
I love the actor’s lines as bellowing,
Love is a wish that hides in your heart and nobody knows about it but you. Love is blinding, an eternity in a single moment, a religion worth dying for. And it's also time-consuming, a pain in the ass...and a hole in the heart and that sort of thing .Not necessarily in that order...
It’s 21:40, still no call or message from him, feels unhappy. Why? Why we loves each other, however hurt mutually. Faint and tired. When shall we be together? I don’t know the answer. Go on reading, forget it. Pain my life by myself.
Wish we have a bright and wonderful future.
（写于2009-4-11）
