我坚持了将近一个月的时间写英语以日记的形式，从一开始几乎要一个小时的时间写出100字左右，到现在的半小时不到都可以写出200字，从一开始字字都要查字典，语法根本不知道怎么用的状态，到现在复习了全部的初中全部语法从最基础的学起来用起来，我想我已经在进步的路上了。可是这一个月的坚持给了我太多不如意的体验，比如晚上电脑的归属总会引发家庭大战，比如晚上孩子总是不愿意早睡导致我无限焦虑。加之我哥提醒我，写的东西没人看，无人反馈，提高就比较难。但其实我一直明白一点，我写的东西不是让别人看的，甚至我学习都不想让别人知道，为什么？因为这个世界上大多数的人都不太会鼓励和赞美别人。如果我得到的负反馈太多我会很受打击人，可正反馈少之又少，那我就不求反馈，这是一种降低期望的做法，不至于让自己太失望。
学外语的道路上，遇到的最大难题就是：用。以前我苦于找不到用的方法，直到哥提醒我现在的英文原著阅读不就是用嘛，我恍然大悟。很庆幸，我坚持做了并且会一直坚持下去。由此，日语也不能落下，用写而又无人反馈的方式来提高自己的英语策略暂停，今日听分享课，表示在朗读群内坚持朗读并留言不失为一个良策。
2017-08-02
How to balance my Englishand Japanese? Nowadays a person who can control a foreign language is becomingincreasingly important,especially the ability to speek fluently.A foreignlanguage can highly increase your competitiveness.Although a language is just atool for communication,the tool may bring you rich and coulorful experience andhigh efficiency life.I learned the second foreign language Japanese in college,at that timeI had learned 12 years ofEnglish.When I started to learned Japanese,English acknowledge was full of mybrain.As time went by and Japanese level became deeply enough ,I have forgottenalmost all of English.It’s so terrible that until now I’m worried aboutEnglish.But recently I restarted to learn English.When I think about something inmy mind ,how to speak it in English is full of my brain again,not have theshadow of Japanese.No matter how I try to find the Japanese vocabularies andexpressions,what's in my mind is English. Even I insist on reading or listeningan article everyday.Maybe my learning way has problems or I don’t have paidenough attentions,I haven’t find how to balance the two language untli now.
Today I found a fact thatthere is so difficult to find a public place to play.The parks are all far awayfrom home.Most of the gyms are all charged and expensive.Whenever I bringPengyue out of home,where to go has become a complicate matter.If my husbandwants to play basketball on weekends,he always stands near the court and waitsfor others to get out of the court ,then he can enter it to play ball.It’s afunny thing.There are so many people want to take exercisebut the training place are heavily inadequate.TheBaidu mapshows that the nearest parkfrom me is about 1.2 KM far away.I bring a kidto walk there needs about 20 minutes,it’s a little long-distance for me.Except the parks,the shopping malls or the supermarkets are frequented by usin summer.Becauseoutside is too hot tostay,such as CenturyHualian market,Wanda.plaza…which are not far away from my home.
2017-08-04
I pick up a pen and want
to confirm whether it can write or not.It’s ok so just start to write today’s
diary (dairy奶制品，经常混淆啊). Yesterday I didn’t read English and sentthe voicemail to yedu group,I am regreteduntil now because I have time to do it originally.Why I didn’t share my 1minute voicemail to the group?We went to a family supper at 7 last night, whenended the supper and got home it’s almost half past ten .then I got my baby toasleep and did all of the housework at half past eleven,I felt tired andsleepy,while I still had time to read because I usually go to bed at 12 .I heldmy phone, browsed the Wechat friend and was attracted by a so ccalled in-deeptharticle and then fell asleep in the sofa.When at 12 I was woke up with unalivebrain ,I had to go to bed to end the day.Now I clearly know a bad habit alwaysinfluence my plan,I must do some change for myself.
2017-08-05
It seemed that I always inbad mood at every weekend.Almost four weekends,my family were caught in littletrouble.The workers wants to use the weekend to have a good rest ,the housewifewants to throw away the baby to the worker to get really freedom ,so theconflict comes at any moment. We are too tired to jump out of the situation.weneed a helper indeedly and I also want to go work.I have been preparing toreturn to the workplace.I don’t how long can I sustain,I’m too boring.
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