23th Jan. 2001

You love a city beacause you love people there. It snows  again in km the second snow in this winter .I start to miss that city ,miss days we run together .I still remenber that evenning so clearly . you and me ,we run around my school when snow swirled to fall down .I asked you would you like to run with me again if it snow this year ,you told me perhaps I would be busy at that time .Actually I am just not be there .AS no one would expect this cold wave which almost freezes everything in the whole country ,no one would expect the start and the end of a beautiful love .I caught a cold when I came back  I can feel that my body is getting weak  .Most of time I just stay in my room wandering reading and writing something.REALLY REAALY miss you . Though I was sweating during my run ,everything felt so good .I read an article a few days ago  saying if you would like to know more about a girl then invite her to run with you .Running can be a kind of date .I know your life would be no diffrent without me cause you never get caught up by any girls. I would  never let you know there is a girl who you like really miss you ,she is trapped by you and hardly go out .what kind of hopeless fool doesn't that .I keep tellig myself if I don't know what should I do ,just try to make myself a better one..Actually I found its really hard I just indulged in desperate void

25th May. 2001

Sara had not contacted with him for almost two month . Since last time she happened to saw him and his ex in campus, she decided to leave him and competely get rid of this miserable butaddic relationship.