I really appreciate it.First day of 2023,I made it to the final round of COVID-19.A fever of 38.8 degrees almost sent me away.No anesthesia craniotomy + electric eye drill, I feel stupid, this is so painful!Last year I should have weighed 71.6KG because I was literally eating all the time, overeating myself every day. I don't want to eat anything during my illness in 2023. If I had to, I'd just like some fruit and vegetables. I guess what you want to eat when you're dying is the best thing for your body.
我真的栓Q。2023第一天，给我送进新冠肺炎决赛圈。发烧到38.8℃差点没给我送走。无麻醉开颅+电钻眼珠子，我整个人都傻了，这也太疼了！去年的我应该得有71.6KG，因为我真的是一直在吃，每天都把自己吃撑。2023年的生病期间，我什么也不想吃。如果实在得吃，我只想吃一点水果和蔬菜。我想快死的时候想吃的东西，才是对身体最好的东西吧。
Astrology says that this is a year of change, as the planets move in various directions. People will gain a deeper understanding of their relationship to the world and even change some of the habits that have been ingrained for years. I think it's true.
星座占卜说，今年是变革的一年，由于行星各种运转。人们会更加深入理解自己与世界的关系，甚至会改变一些常年固有的，根深蒂固的习惯。我想这是真的。
I used to find reasons and motivations to lose weight, because I didn't think there was anything good about losing weight. I eat when I think it's good. But now I just want to lose weight for no reason. Sometimes I also ask myself why, the answer is still the original which, for thin, for health, for beauty...... But I knew in my heart that I just wanted to lose weight, I wanted to do it, and I believed that I could do it. It wasn't that hard.
以前我一直为减肥找各种理由，动力，因为我本身并没觉得瘦下来有什么好的。我觉得好吃就吃。但现在我单纯地想瘦下来，没有任何原因。有时候我也问自己为什么，答案还是原来哪些，为了瘦，为了健康，为了美……但我自己内心知道，我只是想瘦下来，我想做这件事情，并且我相信我可以把这件事情做成，这没什么难的。
I ate very little during my illness, about 1.1 to 1.7 days a week. I'm not so interested in eating anymore, and I'm even less interested in meat. I used to think meat was delicious, but now I just feel tired from chewing it and can't digest it well. I eat so little these days that two small buns could be my meal. Three strawberries will do. I lost 5kg and didn't feel any pain.
生病期间大概1.1-1.7，一周的时间，我吃的很少。我对吃没有了那么大的兴趣，对肉更是。以前我认为肉很美味，现在只觉得嚼着累，不好消化。这段时间我吃的很少，两个小包子就可能成为我的一顿饭。三个草莓也可以。这期间我瘦了5kg，不觉得任何痛苦。
In the meantime, I've been working from home, and my appetite for spending has decreased. I bought too many things in 2022, and almost everything now seems useless or has relevant replacements. I bought a lot of clothes and makeup last year, but I didn't actually use much. I decided to lower my consumption level this year, save money, develop my spiritual world and reduce my material consumption.
这期间我居家办公了，我的消费欲也下降了。2022年我买了太多东西，而几乎所有东西，现在看来都没啥太大用，或者已有相关可替代品。去年我买了很多衣服和化妆品，但实际用的并没多少。我决定今年降低消费水平，攒钱，发展自己的精神世界，降低物质消费。
Looking back on the past few years, there is not much that I personally think is worth remembering or documenting. Life is the same, you go to work to earn money, you spend money at home, you have no savings, no fun. I don't want to go on living a mediocre, wasteful life.
回忆过去几年，并没什么我个人认为值得纪念或记录的人、事、物。生活千篇一律，上班赚钱，回家花钱，没啥积蓄，也没啥意思。庸庸碌碌，浪费生命，我不想继续这样的生活。
During my illness, I gave myself an in-depth test of self-knowledge. I find myself a person who hates dealing with interpersonal relationships, likes solitude and bold creation, unrestrained, likes trading, hates rule-following, boring and repetitive character. My current job, on the contrary, is rigorous, even rigorous, literal, with interpersonal relations and rule-abiding, boring and repetitive. I realized I needed to change my job.I will start my online writing career in 2023. I will write novels, do some online language teaching, and try to start my own small business. I am looking forward to and excited about all these things. I am really tired of the same day, I like change and challenge, I hope every day has a different scenery.
生病期间，我给自己做了个自我了解的深度测试。我发现自己是一个讨厌处理人际关系的，喜欢独处和大胆创造的，天马行空，喜欢交易，讨厌循规守矩，枯燥重复的性格。而我现在的工作与此恰恰相反，是严谨的，甚至严苛的，咬文嚼字的，配合处理人际关系及循规守矩，枯燥重复的。我意识到，我应该改变自己的工作。2023年我会开启我的网络写作生涯，我会写小说，做一些网络语言教学，也会尝试开始一些自己的小生意，这些事情，我想想都感到期待与兴奋。我真的厌倦了一成不变的日子，我喜欢改变与挑战，我希望每天都有不一样的风景。
Having said that, I still want to thank the sick days. Sufficient blank time gives me the space to think for myself. I think about many problems and review many experiences. It is extremely important to go to work, eat, go home to sleep, go to work, go home, eat, sleep. I didn't have much time to think, like a muppet. This is not how life should be. Starting this year, I will set aside some time to think, reflect, and innovate. It is very important for me to figure out my real needs and thoughts, so that I can know how to make myself happy and what is right.
说到这里，我还是要感谢生病的日子。充分的空白时间，给我了自我思考的空间，我去思考很多问题，复盘很多经历。这是极其重要的，之前上班、吃饭、回家睡觉、上班、回家、吃饭、睡觉。我没有太多时间去思考，像个提线木偶。人生不该是这样。今年起，我会专门留出时间去思考，复盘，创新，这件事情很重要——搞清楚自己的真实需求和想法，才能够知道如何才能让自己幸福，如何做才是正确的。
The first week of 2023, I worked from home and finished my work early. In the office, I also need to pretend to be busy all the time and waste time until I get off work. But at home, all of a sudden there's a lot of free time, and I don't know what to do with it, and I'm bored, and I'm sick, and I'm boring, and I'm super bored. I want to do something, but I feel bored. I used to spend my rest at home watching short videos, eating out and shopping, but now I find it all boring. The first week of 2023, I worked from home and finished my work early. In the office, I also need to pretend to be busy all the time and waste time until I get off work. But at home, all of a sudden there's a lot of free time, and I don't know what to do with it, and I'm bored, and I'm sick, and I'm boring, and I'm super bored. I want to do something, but I feel bored. I used to spend my rest at home watching short videos, eating out and shopping, but now I find it all boring. I think of some good old days: winning debate competitions, traveling, making money by your own efforts, learning new knowledge, meeting new people, organizing English corners... The good times that make me so happy, bring a smile to my face and are the treasures of my life. I suddenly realized, these are the things I should be pursuing, the things I should be doing.
2023第一周，居家办公，我早早把工作都做完了。平时在公司的话，我还需要一直装作很忙的样子，浪费时间，直至下班。但在家里，突然多出了很多空闲时间，我却不知道要做些什么，我感到无比的无聊，浑身难受，我感到人生无趣，我超级无聊。想干点啥事，又觉得啥都无聊。往常在家休息，就是刷短视频、出去吃饭和购物，但现在我觉得这些都无聊透了。我脑海里浮现一些过去的美好时光：赢得辩论赛、旅游、靠自己的努力赚到钱、学习到新知识、认识新朋友、组织英语角……哪些美好时光让我那么幸福，每每想起都能让我面露微笑，是我一生的宝藏。我突然意识到，这些才是我该追求的，该做的事情。
On Saturday, I went out for Greek food with my boyfriend for lunch. Not so much. I don't feel that much about food anymore. The environment is very good, feel beautiful. In the afternoon we went to Yuyuantan Park, there are no flowers in winter, the lake is not completely frozen, there are some mandarin ducks. Nice, natural relief, and it makes me feel so much better. In 2023, I should get out more and enjoy the beautiful scenery with the people I like.
周六，中午带男朋友去吃了希腊菜。也就一般吧，我对吃的现在已经没那么大感觉了。环境很好，感受到美好。下午我们去了玉渊潭公园，冬天都没有花，湖没有全冻上，有一些鸳鸯。美好的自然缓解，让我心情好了许多。2023年，我应该多出去走走，欣赏和喜欢的人一起美景。
On Sunday, I took my boyfriend to have a barbecue buffet at noon. As our eating capacity was severely reduced, we could not eat more than two bites, resulting in a lot of leftovers. We agreed that we would never go to the buffet again, and that we would order a la carte. Because of the buffet, eat too much of the body uncomfortable, eat less of the heart uncomfortable, it is unnecessary. After we went to the Grand view garden, a flower is not, no meaning, but after eating a walk, look at the scenery, blowing the wind is still very comfortable. My boyfriend has been very considerate. He took me to buy some fruit and bread before he went home. When I got home, I suggested watching a horror movie. We chose Sleepy Hollow, with Jonny deep in it, and saw many familiar British actors. I saw it from beginning to end. It was beautiful. My boyfriend got sleepy after watching it for two minutes, then he went to sleep and read it again when he woke up.
周日，中午带男朋友吃了烤肉自助，由于我俩饭量严重下降，吃两口就撑死了，导致剩了很多。我们达成一致，之后再也不去吃自助了，贵也要单点。因为自助餐，吃多了身体难受，吃少了心里难受，实在是没啥必要。之后我们去了大观园，一个花没有，没啥意思，不过吃完饭走走，看看风景，吹吹风还是很舒服的。我男朋友一直很体贴，回家前带我去买了点水果，面包。回家后，我提议看一个恐怖电影，我们选择了《断头谷》，Jonny deep演得，还看见了很多眼熟的英国演员。我从头看到尾了，很好看。我男朋友刚看两分钟就困了，然后他就睡了一觉，醒了再继续看。
It's been a long time since I've watched a good movie from start to finish, and I feel so satisfied.
我已经好久没有好好从头到尾看完一个好看的电影了，我感到很满足。
Speaking of which, on Saturday night, I had a fight with my boyfriend. But we fight to raise issues and solve problems. I quarreled with him about money. It's about how much money to spend, which I think most couples face. I put forward my opinion and opinion, he made a defense, and put forward his point of view, and finally we reached a relative agreement, but the emotion is better, and understand each other better. I think couples should quarrel more, is conducive to in-depth understanding, timely discover whether each other suitable.
说起来，周六晚上，我还跟男朋友吵架了。但我俩吵架都是为了提出问题解决问题。我跟他由于经济问题吵架。主要就是关于花钱多少吵架，我想大多数情侣都面临这个问题。我提出了我的意见和看法，他做出了答辩，并提出他的观点，最终我俩达成相对一致，情感反而更好了，而且彼此更加了解了。我认为情侣之间应该多吵架，有利于深入了解，及时发现彼此是否合适。
This is roughly the first week of 2023, which isn't much fun, but I think it's a lot better than 2020-2022.
这大概就是2023的第一周，没什么太大意思，但比起2020-2022的日子，我认为要好得多了。
