recently my efficiency actually was so lower,laziness everyday,maybe nothing could have to do,maybe won't to do anything,but in general cause of the crypto market was been down,I still have lots of debt need repay soon,so that's make me anxiety more.

everyday's all of have something happen,and I wouldn't to do anything,but also cannot just wait,that's so contradiction.

  还是很厌恶这样的日子，好像真的看不到方向和让人满是绝望，谨慎的生活着，那窒息感吞没，还有多少不甘呢