2019年是真真切切的来了。猪年大吉。周一是大年三十和几个朋友吃了火锅，吃完之后就非常灵敏的拉肚子。我也是....不过吃了点药睡了会儿就好了。截止到目前，一个offer都没有。有点点烦人。
不过我还是非常满意这个学期的我的生活的。感觉找到了自己的平衡点，不再怯怯的觉得自己不行，觉得自己做不到，为自己浪费的时光而感到后悔和不安了。学会正视自己，认识自己的身体，自己的性格，自己的生活。明天去弹琴，起码一定要摸到琴。我真的非常难受了，好想练琴啊。我也真的是一阵阵的呢。
想了半天之后终于把本校的交掉了。希望早点给个offer吧。群里好多人非常的焦虑。感觉我已经过了那个劲了，生活里总归有其他的琐碎需要我呢。不要在一棵树上吊死，多试试别的树，也许就不想死了哈哈哈。最近在听consulting的workshop挺好玩的，也能让我对不同的case有不同的感受。还有其他的workshop，也一起加油的听掉吧。开始跳绳的第二天。希望可以坚持一个月。这一周没有喝奶茶！！这是劳动人民的胜利！！
周六啦。好好读书，好好生活，好好睡觉。
Good time journal- first week
1. have dinner with friends, medium engagement, medium energy, maybe I need to hang out with more close friends? or maybe I just need to find more common topics?
2. Operational research Lectures, medium engagement, high energy, getting rid of distraction from technology products/ get up early is tough for me
3. Playing badminton with Xiao Xiao, high engagement, high energy, though it is early morning, I still can make it since I enjoy it quite a lot
4. Pilates class, low-high engagement, high energy, it is cold in the room but I still find it quite useful since the slow-moving sports are more suitable for me
5. Watching videos (综艺，电视剧，动漫，德云社相声)-Medium engagement, low energy, it is like a break during my study and life
6. Jump Rope-High engagement, high energy, day 1-1000, day 2-3000, hope I can insist on jumping and keeping fits
7. Playing the piano-High engagement, medium energy, still struggling in being fluent but enjoyable
