My time should be earmarked for doing something useful. I am seeking the experience of happiness or enhancing my knowledge.

Concentrating on work is fine. We are using our time, not wasting it. But I need to ask myself: ' Is it meaningful? ' I'm afraid of the result that all what I've done are useless.

Certainty is charming. Activity has its own result is perfect. Because it's fair, it show a balance between giving and receiving. But the number of unpredictable element is so large.

In the past two years, it seems that I did some meaningless things. The time is precious for myself. I should get a result from the aspect of our society through my activity. So it shows what I could do.

Creating something, not imaging it.