by ZOE

I've been keeping these in my mind as a maxim for a while when I doubted the precision of which   may have been relative to how long it shall last?

" We are all in the gutters, but some of us are looking at the stars."

The most important and difficult thing is not the gesture of " looking at the stars" but the insistence from first to last.

I've been looking for the stars for nearly 6 years, while sometimes stars are overcome with too much deal of gutters of desire. They hid and I failed to set my hope alight. It's getting worse with time.

My patience is exhausted. How can I survive then?

Ps: I hate writing my dissertation :(