@2019-12-19钟永平
我好像从来没有把一件事情做好过。
I think I've never done a good job.
初中高中，没人喜欢我，我也不喜欢别人。
Nobody liked me in school.I didn't like anybody either.
父母身体一直都很好，没发生过任何的意外，什么车祸什么都没有。
My parents are healthy.I never had an accident,or anything like that.
没考过研。
I never went to grad-school.
没打过仗。
I never got into a fight.
没在KTV里唱哭过小姐。
I never made a call girl cry in the karaoke.
没有逼良为娼。
I never forced a good girl into prostitution.
我这二十多年，什么都没有做过啊！
I haven't done anything in these 20 years.
问一问自己：我这20年做过了什么？
我不想到临走的时候，连一件值得回忆的事情也没有。
I don't think there's even one thing worth remembering when I leave.
我希望告诉他们我不是一个Loser（失败者），可他们连最基本的尊严都不给我。
I want to tell them I'm not a loser, but they don't even give me the most basic dignity.
十几年了，我每天都被嘲笑被拒绝，没有人愿意看我演戏，也没有人尊重过我一秒钟，我受够了。
It's been more than a decade already.I've been ridiculed and rejected every day.Nobody wants to see me act.I've never got a single moment of respect.I've had enough!
你这样的人，不太适合在这个社会生存。
People like you are not suitable for living in this society.
我从来都是一个傻逼。
I've always been a fool.
你都把自己折腾成什么样啦。
You look terrible!
扛得住给我扛，扛不住，给我死扛。
If you can make it, make it.If you can't make it, you must make it.
我觉得：只要不投降，就是成功。
I thought that:Not giving up…is what success is all about!
人往高处走，水往低处流，说白了进城就是要换个活法，就是要拼命。
Wate streams downwards.While men strive for somewhere higher.A city life is a different way of living. We'll have to fight for it.
掉在水里不会淹死，呆在水里才会淹死，你只有游，不停的往前游。
You can't drown if you fall in the water. You can't drown if you stay in the water. You have to swim and keep on swimming.
那些从一开始就选择放弃的，他不会失败，因为他们从一开始就是失败了。
Those who choose to give up from the beginning will not fail, because they have failed from the beginning.
失败并不可怕，害怕失败，才真正可怕。
Failure is not terrible. Fear of failure is really terrible.
失败并不可怕，被失败打败了，才真的可怕。
Failure is not terrible. Defeat by failure is really terrible.
失败并不可怕，被别人打败了，才真正可怕。
It's not terrible to fail. It's really terrible to be defeated by others.
记住：别别人说什么你就信什么。
Remember: don't let words get to you.
如果你自己都放弃自己的话，没人帮得了你呀！
If you give up yourself, no one can help you!
整不整？
Are you in?
可以整。
Yeah,I can.
别可以。
This is not what I want.
整不整?
Are you in?
整！
I'm in!
大点儿声，整不整?
Louder! Are you in?
整！
I'm in!
整不整？
Are you in?
整！
I'm in!
整不整？
Are you in?
整
I'm in!
整不整？
Are you in?
整整整
I'm in! I'm in! I'm in!
整不整？
Are you in?
整，谁不整谁孙子
I'm in! I'm damn in!
整！
I'm in!
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匆匆忙忙一过35年了，没有干出一点成绩来。
2008年大学毕业
