Steve's back. I don't need to be waiting and dreaming of him all the time now. And when I look back into those days he was not here, I've found the reason why I have been low - not interested in anything. He's the salt in my life. I can‘t live without salt and I cannot live without Steve. Sure I won't die if he's not with me, but life will never be complete, will never be enjoyale. How lucky I am!
We talked about money last night. I know I must work hard, otherwise I can't make ends meet - although Steve told me he would support me. He is mentally supporting me now and forever on almost everything. When he's near I feel safe and secure. It's great to have the feeling that you belong to somebody and he also belongs to you, But I just don't feel like to ask him for money. Although people say men earn money and spend on women... It's better for a woman to have her own financial resources. So what can I do to fill my purse? Teach more English and Chinese classes, teaching aerobics... more translation work...
