We are in a battle. We fight with nobody but ourselve. We have to run to keep still in the changing world. I ever wonder, why can't I live a stable,peaceful life?No competition, no requirments, no worries. It sounds great, but it's not real.
Someone says that one can be a machine of study. You have to do everything to the extreme. Do I ever do something to the extreme? I recall the high school when I'm immersed in study and enjoy each tiny progress. Can that happen again?
How wonderful it is to enjoy the life. You know you are better than yesterday, you don't need to worry about the future because you have already master "Life algorithm". It's fantastic!
