These past two days, I have had a fight with Stephen regarding stock investments. The argument stemmed from my request for him to assist me in purchasing stocks. I know he possesses the ability to select proper stocks and I hope him can do that for me to alleviate my financial burden. However, he declined my request, instead offering to provide return plane tickets for me to the UK. Frankly, his arguments are neither convincing nor satisfactory. Why, I wonder, would he behave like a child and unwilling to shoulder this responsibility? Literately, he is a child, young adult, and not a man. I had anticipated that he might struggle to comprehend the strain I'm facing; after all, He has his parents to turn to and has a promising future to embrace. 

As for me, I'm still in the process of trying to figure out what lies ahead. I'm relying on my own recourses. Talk to myself. Get ready to deal with life without him.