Just wait a little longer. Finally, everything is about to come to an end. I'm also very glad to have gained a lot.
Perhaps, the only path that can keep oneself moving forward is learning, for it can provide feedback and let you know whether you have made progress and truly understood those sentences.
One has to walk the path of life on their own. Whether you truly know, clearly and precisely, only you can tell. I'm very glad to be willing to use my hands and mind to do different things.
You must keep working hard. Just think, it's really delightful to experience the joy of learning, which can also make up for the regrets of the past.
The present you is striving to make amends for the past you. May you always be happy and keep making progress.