For a long time, I thought I have already lost myself.
No idea about where I'm heading.
While people start obsessed with things they want,they will become paranoia.
Guess that's why lots of people trapped in the mess
The more they want to get the thing, deepen they fallen.
They never notice that probably not the thing they want anymore
People get through the ups and downs in a whole life
No one is an exception
Fatigue probably overwhelmed
Loneliness may haunted
Worse they feel, terrible it becomes
No end, no start
Like an infinite loop
Nightmares hanging around no matter what you do what you think
But human brain has an amazing function, filter.
All of the bad things will be eliminated without a notice
Finally when we look back to the whole life
There are two endings waiting
You forget the pain, and keep doing same stupid things,
Struggling in an obscure life
End with nothing
Or you got self improvement from fighting with the bad world
Insisting your beliefs
End with self satisfaction
Get yourself satisfied is the destination of every trace.
A destination also means a new start
