Dear Lotus, I love you forever.
Since the day finishing the precious memory, it has been 3 years now.
During the rest time in noon, I walked out to see the sun alone. Passing by the restaurant where we once have lunch together, while not this one, the one who has the same name.
I am so tired now.
I asked myself: Can you rely on anybody now? The answer is No
I definately know it. While still sometimes I have illusion that someone could save me.
The illusion of those little girls who love fary tales.
Dear Lotus. I said to myself: Whatever happens, wherever you are, I love you forever.
.The strong lonely feeling comes overwhelmingly, and I almost have no power to resist. Even don't have the attempt to resist it from the beginning.
I miss one person in Tianjin, and all of the warm memories.
The person I want to protect in future, although it is this person who always protect me since the early time.
My dear, don't cry.
As it says, the end is always good, if it is not good, it is not the end.
And, the fortune will finally bring you where you belong.
