Wondering why people feel alone in their lives.

No good reasons, after I met you, everything has changed.

Have you hated someone before? Yes, I guess. I forgot the exact reason but remember several details. And sometimes they came to my mind. Occasionally, I may think of you and the past days.

But it is nonsense.

I admire my roommates who have their own boyfriends, and if something has happened, they have a person to talk to, and a place to hide. But I only have myself. My parents,my sister, even Lin, they are not companied with me anymore, and they cannot understand my feeling immediately.

But maybe everyone is lonely in this place, this university, this city, this country, this world, this universe. I should not always complain, and I should not always dream about everything. I need to struggle.

I need to struggle for myself. I should not live for anyone else. Just on the way becoming the person I want.

Good night.