Real life is always different with ideal life .
Yes, I couldn't agree more. As we all know, we all have the ideal life but real life is totally different from what we always imagined. Our ideal life is always better and wonderful compared to our real life.
Before I had my part time job, I always thought that it was easy, it's okay and there's no need to overthink. Everything will be better as long as you give your effort. I worked full time before so I expect that 6 hours was just a piece of cake but after today, I wouldn't say the same thing again. Today is the second day of my part time job as a Ryorinin from 7 AM-14 PM. For 6 hours, it's not too long but it felt like a year or even more. I felt exhausted and i didn't expect all of this, I never thought that having a part time job would be as hard as this and now I begin to appreciate my last job, compared to what I do now, that is heaven and I want to go back but I can't and I won't because I chose this and I will stand by my decisions. I want to make a difference.
Nothing is easy the first time anyway. Hardship gives me power to keep going and to always strive for the best so even though it's not easy in the beginning, I still appreciate that I had the chance to go abroad and to try a new life because I believe that I am in control of the ending, it may not started great but it can end that way.
I'm on my way on enhancing my ability just like how to run the kitchen and how to provide better service for my customers while connecting with foreign colleagues since they come from different country with different cultures. Also, this is a wonderful story to share with my little one in the future-that life is not just about money but it's about living it with a good reason and helping others. So my dear, no matter how difficult the situation you are in now, please do not give so soon, it's always too early to give up. Just focus on what you do and eventually, you can do them well and utilize them in any situation. Just believe in yourself. Thanks.
