Dear V,
It's a pity that you died at last moment. But in your eyes death may be the begin not the end. You are full of love in fact and not a monster. The hero in my heart is just like you, does not be afraid of anything and owns a free heart. The real life I live in is not the same as your society, but they are in similar.
I love the man who is like you, although you are unreal, but， how, it doesn't matter. The biggest challenge is to fight himself for everyone, isn't it? But beating anything that can stop us is not easy, kind, brave, intelligent, diligent, insist and so on are significant.
I cannot see your face in the end, you said your face is not true you, but it's part of you, shouldn't you accept? May what I feel you is the real and the true you. Moving and crying an ocean,I am sure the Paradise's door is opening.It's so hard to face the real life. But others cannot save me, only myself, yes, one could save him or herself. But I don not know how to do it, I just live like a workman. Could you please tell me how to do next? The soil of my heart is dry. I need rain to water.
Yours Sincerely,
Eva.
2017-7-1 Morning
I change my mind now, Dear V. I am living in a dream. It looks like that I am enjoying the beauty, but in reality, I am lost. I had a dream just now so that I slept too long. It is 4:00 afternoon, I slept two hours and one-half. I just sleep for half an hour usually.
I dreamed about the wind, cold weather and frozen ocean. I came to the side of the sea and felt cold air, but I think I was free and relax. I took the train to Beijing and Qingdao, they might be, I could not remember. The only place with ocean I had ever gone was Qingdao, so it must be in there. It was beautiful there. What the strange thing is that it's near from the ocean to here, where I am standing, Chengdu. And Chengdu is hot almost near 33ºC.
It is a wonderful experience for me though it's just a dream, I want to share with you. I am living in a happy world and owning hope, even though I don't know whether it's true or false.
Bye to see you.
Farewell.
Yours sincerely,
Eva&Yvonne Young
2017-7-1 Afternoon
