题记：Don't move on to 2016 without letting go of something significant from 2015, an old idea, label, habit, fear, concern of ego. Let go to free up the whitespace for something new to enter.
It's near 23:00 pm of the first day in 2016. I overate myself tonight and feel a little bit uncomfortable both in my stomache and my heart now. Eventually the 2016 has come and the 2015 has gone. To be honest, the 2015 was really a very hard time for me. I encountered a car accident in May, which made me resign from in a multinaitonal company. Of course, there were a lot of other poor things happned in 2015.
I experienced a period of swing minds, which means I could't make up my mind for the thing I wanna do after graduation. Sometimes, the job you like just could't provide you with approriate salaries and the job with good salary is not the one you are fond of. Hence, as the old saying goes, no one is perfection, it's true that there is no perfection in our lives.I have missed many good jobs and finally I chose a school which I thougt would be suitable for me at first. However, the things happened later proved that was not a very wise decision. Experiences, no matter good or bad, are a treasure in life.
I am not a person with good temper and I would always say what I think in my mind directly. So if there is something unfair, I would just express my anger and my thoughts. Maybe I should try to calm down in some occasions, like now.
I have to admit that I'm very lucky there are some real friends always standing by me and give me energy. They told me that I should be strong, learn to master my feelings but I could be what I am. Thank you all~
2016, To be a better man~
