今天是愚人节，看完了荒野求生。一直都知道这部电影的存在，但直到今天才深入了解。对于好的书籍电影或电视剧，我总是不急于去品味，只要知道它们在某个地方某个时刻等着我去认识变觉心安，然后某个闲适的午后某个特殊的时刻，就像赴约般，有种终于见到你的感觉。
I kept asking myself: will you still do this even if the cost is your life? The answer is yes. I think he will make the same choice. He wants the truth, about love, life and happiness. What about me? I keep wondering. I think the most beautiful thing I want is a happy family. I want to know if I can be loved.
It's not my intension to live in the wild. But I have to put myself into the situation that I can be honest with myself. I need a lot of time to spent with myself and to figure out what really matters.
What happened in my family made me thought I should not be loved and I was nothing. But now I know it's not true. I am a good girl and I deserve to be happy and to be loved.
Just take you time. I will be here for you all the time. I love you.
