The world always said that lonely people are wearing a mask of hypocrisy to live their secret life, they are not good at words, things are not good at arguing, understand a smile after the slow away, or every day frolicking, or sentimental.
But who knows, those people are full of hypocrisy behind a real heart. They are afraid of the truth after hypocrisy, and they are afraid of their elaborate design. The hidden illusion is helpless after being debunked. In fact, everyone has their own illusion packaging. Some people are happy and playful in front of them. In everyone's eyes, they are full. "pistachio", organizer of the event. Some, but every day because of a little bit of external touch, from then on become very fragile, everyone has a single quiet time, their helplessness may be as long as the night will understand 。
We need to say, to be the most true self, but when the years and life experience let more and more people begin to disguise themselves, those so-called truth is no longer practical, they are more or less unobtrusive. Once, perhaps suffered a loss, but also injured, slowly in the process of growth, began to become cautious, be careful everywhere! Only to some of the jokes between friends, but also began to become so arbitrary.
Some people say that there has never been a so-called joke in the world, all jokes have a serious component, how much truth in the joke to say, just do not want to understand the people, how will not understand.
Yes ah, how many want to really express the words, but for a variety of reasons helpless to say. Miss a person, would like to tell her their true inner thoughts, sober time can not put down the so-called reserved, perhaps too familiar, or unfamiliar, can not be separated from each other's distance, so in a certain drunk after the use of alcohol to tell him all the words he wanted to say. Then the next day, when you wake up drunk, someone around you says, you deny it and interpret it as drunken gibberish, but you know best in your heart that drunken gibberish is the truest truth;
I like a person very much, but I am afraid that I will not get the response I want. In the end, even the position of a friend can't be retained. We all say that it can be a couple further, and taking a step back can save the capital of being a friend. However, there is a faint unwillingness in the heart afterwards. Perhaps knowing the mind, there will be another possibility for each other. With such a chance, he will choose to show him his long-standing heart on the days of April Fool's Day. If rejected. You can also say with a smile: you are actually serious, I am joking with you, hahaha. And then turn around and it's a long loss.
Is that who you are? Those stubborn and contrary words, can always be easily said, and those sweet words are always unable to find a suitable opportunity to express, for fear of a sincere failure, for fear of not being able to respond, for fear of those after the export of the joke and other people's coax. On the contrary, it will break the balance of the previous relationship and affect everyone's getting along in the future. So many true words will be said in a joking tone, while expecting him to respond, while playing haha, I am joking with you, to cover up the bottom of my heart. The loss of.
Ye is a girl with a big personality. She likes to play and make jokes. She has a lot of friends with good relationships around her. She is happy and happy every day. Wenxuan is one of those buddies.They will be at the party together, singing and talking, exposing each other's anecdotes in each other's lives. Every time the two people do not give in to each other, they will fight on the table that is not spacious, and the people next to them will vote. Come to a knowing smile. Those buddies feel that they are the enemies of their previous life, such a picture has become a fixed program when they together. I can't remember when it started, and the leaves gradually developed a different feeling for him than others. By the time he realized it, he had already penetrated the bone marrow.
Because they are very close to each other, so what kind of jokes have been played. He once said that if they couldn't find each other at the age of 28, they would make do; she also said that he would find the future one according to Wenxuan's standards, the same handsome and compelling, the same humorous, the same ability to take care of other people's emotions. Perhaps from then on he had developed feelings for him beyond his friends.
Later, they still maintain the relationship before, eat, drink and play together, make all kinds of jokes, but leaves know that some things are quietly changing. Will pay more attention to his every move, will not help but keep his eyes on him, there will be girls can not help but talk about temptation. Will also want to find a suitable opportunity to show their feelings, but can not muster the courage. Because Wenxuan is really excellent in his eyes, such excellent leaves feel close to him will be afraid of a step.
Because she is too familiar with it, she always knows the type of woman Wenxuan likes, and she is very different. She always knows that there is a person in Wenxuan's heart who can't ask for it. She was afraid that being honest with herself would breed a gap between them and never go back. You can control your emotions when you're sober, but you can't control it when you're drunk. So why have so many special occasions and festivals become a platform for some people to speak their long-cherished truth. Because whether can succeed, all in that sentence "the speaker does not intend, the listener has the heart.". Some time ago, at the "Milk Tea Queen" Liu Ruoying's 10,000-person concert, when the song "Later" was sung, how many people in the black-pressed crowd in the audience instantly shed tears, tears with regret and sadness, a person's concert In the end, it became a million people with tears. A heartbreaking concert with regret. Some people listen to the song alone, recalling the past; some people and partners listen to the song together, recalling each other's past.
Sometimes we always regret is why they were not bold, give up those so-called gaps, distance and timidity, perhaps the outcome of things, now is not the case. But even if you are given the chance to correct this mistake again, will you still let these regrets happen? Maybe the answer is only in your own heart! Sometimes there is a true heart behind the joke, a heart ready to release the true self, there has never been a so-called joke in the world, only listen to that person can understand the true meaning of it.
In August 2019 in Guangdong
