i miss these days in school，i keep my heart tranquility，and i know everypeople always feels misgiving(worriment/anxiety)  a few days in a month.i know in my school,i always keep only just  myself.in everyday life.

perhaps,it is because i didnt write the dairy for a long time.i know that i should have a house in my deep heart whatever happen,you should keep yourself and perhaps you dont feel yourself in the world

dont think too much,dont attach other thing great important，gradually i realized(think/ thought /reflect on consider) that a outstanding(excellent) person always unreachable in other peoples eyes，but he is small into the bottom of valley in others interpersonal circle(or her heart) because her dream and a higher state of consciousness(the failure that other people couldnt experienced)