I have been losing sleep for two days and it may because I'm subconsciously anxious about finding a job. Another thing that needs to be noticed is that I had my first interview this morning. Unfortunately, I performed badly for my oral English is very poor. So when the interviewer asked me to introduce myself in English, my mind was blank. I was so ashamed and embarrassed at that moment. In fact, I always knew it was the bad spoken language and false accent that made me feel self-abased. But I did not do anything to improve it. I am the kind of people who always think something rather than do it. For instance, I want to keep fit and lose my weight, but I do not any sport. I want to be a writer while I seldom turn on my computer. I always leave what I can do now to "tomorrow". That's why I am not an excellent person. That's all for today's practice and I will introduce myself tomorrow.