IT'S hard to write down everything in your head everyday. Sometimes you just forget because you are too busy to write.
Now, I have bad feeling about this. I'm afraid one day in the future I will gave it up for nothing. What's wrong with me ? It was me to announce that I will challenge this which called "Update everyday of Jianshu Blog". But somehow, my mind is just not clear as before. I believe there's something deep down in my head, something just holds me up. But I do not know what it is.
Still, when you started a war, you better finish it by yourself. So, I will keep going anyway.
Last week, I saw a TV soap called Gotham. It's a brilliant drama. The stories of Gotham is all about how these psycho and criminal build the dark world of Gotham. Bruce Wayne, the future BATMAN, is still a teenager, have no power to stop any of this. But fortunately, these is a detective, James Gordon, still hold the justice and take fight with those criminal and psychopath. When dark night fall, there's no hope for normals, but they, I mean Jim and Bruce, they see bright side of world. They do have brave to face what they will against.
SO, compare to them. My situation is so much light, too light to ignore. I shall pick up the brave just like they did, to face the cruel things that makes me no happy.
Tomorrow, I will tidy up my office as a first step of my life changing programme. Then read some books that I have not start yet, take some notes, write down some reviews. Learn to write everything and save to Evernote. Do not forget drawing and painting, that's my favorite. After I clear my mind out, I wish I could know next step of my life.
