If I have to say something next time we meet each other, I will sincerely say thank you. I have been thinking a lot about our past, trying to find out the root reason why we reached the current difficult position. We never think about going straight-talking with each other, discussing the underlying problems openly.
Sometimes we simply aren't on the same page, but it is Ok. To be honest, I feel less surprised about the fact between us there are a lot of challenges we need to overcome and we may hold the opposite point in some issues. It is merely a matter of time before we argue.
At the very beginning, I already realized that establishing a close relationship with a person having a totally different cultural background won't be easy. A lot of factors we need to take into account before we finally decided to take a step further, not just language barriers or culture shocks, but family opinions and career paths.
I have learnt a lot from the interaction with you. I know I am not perfect, but I have no idea how bad I can be. Thank God for letting me meet you, which gave me a chance to know that. Short temper, jealousy, trust issue, manipulation, what else do you want to complain about or accuse me of? I confess that I conducted all of them in the past. I may change in the future, you haven't a dog chance of witnessing it.
前一秒，想着要不要跟他解决问题，下一秒一个人的爱情太累了，他都不求了，我求啥呀。回家洗洗睡。
