bad day
have a fight with my mom
maybe when we calm down.it will be better
i just want to cry and be alone
now i dont want to talk with anyone
just myself
my world is one and my heart is closed
it seems that i am always calm
sometimes happy..
i never recieve encouragment from my mom, so thats the reason why i want recievement from others. i try hard and want to get admired from others. thats why i always compare with others.
thats awful.
i just want to reviece encouragement and sunny from my mom. not doubt and enable... i am an adult and 24 years old.
this days i am not happy.
even though it is unnecessary. i know it. it is no use to worry about the thing that not happened.
but i still worry about my job. shit. whatever. see what happens.
at home i feel ease. although i know its better to make mom feel i am strong enough. but her worry is too many .
i feel sorry about my cat.
tomorrow i will leave.
but its not a big deal.
because we are just one part in history.
