Immeasurable Sorrows surround me
making me breathless.
I am in blue
I am in pain
I am in despair
I am in-sane
Literally, my back is killing me
It might be the last straw on my delicate back
I try to live my life
But I fucked it
My life hold my throat tightly
And sometimes I even do not take any resistance
for I wonder if this a stop
a dilemma
an abyss
that no one can escape from.
Fuck it.
God, please save me.