But it is

So often I've been with people and shared beautiful moments,  like traveling or staying up all night and watching the sunrise

And I knew those were special moments

But something was always wrong

I wished I'd been with someone else

I knew that what I was feeling exactly what was so important to me, they didn't understand

But I'm happy to be with you

You couldn't know why a night like this is so important to my life right now

But it is

爱在黎明破晓前

I think I decided I wanted to sleep with you when we got off the train

Now that we've talked so much

I don't think we should sleep together

I want to, but since we're never going to see each other again , it'll make me feel bad

I'll wonder who else you're with. I'll miss you
I know. It's not very adult

Maybe it's a female thing. I can't help it

I don't want you to break our vow just so you can get laid

Then it's like some male fantasy

Meet a French girl, fuck her and never see her again

And have this great story to tell. I don't want this great evening to just have been for that