Just to be responsible for yourself
只需对自己负责!
why are we afraid and sometimes even resent taking responsibility for ourselves
为什么我们害怕对自己负责？有时甚至恼恨要对自己负责？
it is because from your very childhood，you have been taught not to be responsible
这是因为你从很小时，就被教不要去负责
you have been taught to depend
你被教导要依赖
you have been taught to be responsible to your father to your mother
to your family to your motherlands
to all kinds of nonsense
你被教导对你的父亲，母亲，你的家庭，你的祖国负责，对各种胡说八道负责
But you have not been told that you have to be responsible for yourself that there is nobody
who is going to take your responsibility
但却没有被告知：你要对自己负责，而且没有人能对你负责。
No，on the contrary，your parents were taking your responsibility, your family was taking your responsibility, the priest was taking your responsibility for your spiritual growth
相反（你被告知），你父母在对你负责，你的家庭在对你负责，神父在对你的心灵成长负责
you were just to follow all these people and do whatsoever they say
你只要跟随这帮人，并照他们说的做（就ok了）
when you are grown up and you are no more a child，a great fear arises because you have to take responsibility and you have not been trained to take responsibility for yourself
当你长大，不再是个孩子，巨大的恐惧升起，因为你得负责，而你还不曾被训练如何对自己负责；
you start going to confess your sin to the priest
你开始向神父忏悔……
what kind of stupidity you are doing
（看）你在干什么蠢事！
First, to think that you have committed the sin,
2nd, feeling guilty that you come to ditch
3rd now you have to go to the priests to confessage
so that he can pray to god to forgive you
首先，你认为自己已经犯了罪；其次，感到愧疚为自己所做的；第三，现在你要向神父忏悔为了让他能向上帝祷告原谅你
a simple thing has become so complex，so long and circuitus，unnecessarily
一件简单的事情变得如此复杂，厄长又纠结！
没必要！
whatever you have done you wanted to do it that's why you have done it
and who is there to decide what is sin
and what is not sin
无论你做了什么，你想做——这就是你这样做的原因！
谁能决定什么是罪，什么不是罪？
there is no criterion anywhere无处可寻衡量标准
no weighing a scale that you can go and weigh
how much sin you have come to do
one kilo two kilo three kilo
你能找到个秤去称你的罪几公斤重吗？一公斤，二公斤，三公斤？
how long a sin you have come to
one yard two yard three yard
你能找到一把尺来量你的罪有多长吗？
一英尺，两英尺，三英尺？
and what was the sin
and who is this priest you are going to confess
and it is his strategy
什么是罪？你要去忏悔的神父是谁？这是神父的伎俩
because if you go on confessing to the priest
you are certainly afraid of the priest
because he knows all the ins and outs of you
因为如果你继续向神父忏悔，你肯定会怕他
因为他知道你所有的来龙去脉
the priest knows every gossip going on in the town
he knows how many husbands are flirting with other people's wifes
he knows who is doing what： they themselves go on confessing it
神父知道城里所有发生着的八卦
知道多少丈夫在与别人老婆偷情
知道谁在做，而他们自己就会来忏悔
this is the priest’s strategy to keep control of its congregation
这就是神父控制信众的伎俩
you cannot leave the congregation because the priest can expose you
and also you are afraid if you leave the congregation the priest may not ask god for you to be forgiven
and you have committed so many sins
now it is too late
you have to remain in the same herd,
in the same crowd for your whole life
你不能脱离信众因为神父会揭发你
你也害怕如果你脱离信众，神父可能不再为你请求上帝的宽恕，
你已经犯下如此多的罪过，
现在为时已晚，
所以你只能留在这群人中，终其一生。
I teach you not to be responsible to anybody the father the mother
the country，the religion，the party line
don't be responsible to anybody.
you are not
just be responsible to yourself
我教你：无需对任何人负责，包括你的父母，国家，宗教，党派
无需对任何人负责！你不用（对其他任何人负责）！
只对你自己负责！
do whatsoever you feel like doing it
if it is wrong，you will have following your act immediately the punishment
if it is right，you will have immediately instantly following it the reverse
做任何你喜欢做的事，
如果这事儿做错了，你会立即地受到随着你的行动而来的惩罚
如果这事儿做对了，你也会即刻地收到随之而来的回报
and there is no other way to start finding what is wrong what is right on your own
you will grow a new sensitivity
只有这样你才能开始发现对于你而言什么是对的，什么是错的
你将成长出新的觉知。
Indians called it the third eyes
you will start seeing with a new vision a new eyes
instantly you will know what is wrong because in the past so many times you have done it and always suffered in consequence
you will know what is right because whenever you did it
there was a great blessing showered on by existence
Cause and effects are together
they are not separated by years and lives
印度人称它为第三眼
你将开始用全新的视角，新的眼睛看
立刻地你会知道什么是错，因为过去你已经干过很多次了，且总是随之受苦
你也马上知道什么是对，因为无论何时你做了，就会感受到沐浴在存在那丰盛的祝福里
因果总是相连，经年累世从未分开过。
