记录自己需要一点点去更新和归正的地方：
1.fear of communication with authorities ;
2. enduring being alone not willing to trouble someone else, including God (pride), losing the chance to establish or strengthen relationship
3. not willing to apologize in words but willing in deeds--act both in words and in deeds
4. repent thoroughly by relying on God knowing the incapability of self
5. love by reaching out to the needy, even though I may be hurt, betrayed, mocked
6. grow from daily practice more than from books or class
7. the work of faith
8. recognition of sin
