When look down, I see my right feet in plaster because of the ankle injured. It looks very strange and not even familiar to me, and It got me thinking if this is my feet at all. And how could this be my ankle, for mine is good and fine, for which can walk, run for a very long road without tired, and now it in plaster and pain. How could I couldn't feel the pain for the ankle physically connected to my body and use nerves to transfer the pain to my head so it got my attention and let me know something is wrong to my body and maybe injured? It's part of me, the ankle, and together with other part of my body makes me, that's myself.
So what exactly is me? What am I consist of. Legs, the build, the head can only make up the body. So what about the mind can thinking, memory record experience. When someone say look at you, it can be mean your appearance, fat or thin, good-looking or just normal, or position you stand at, at work, at home, or standpoint.
That's all part of me. What I look like, the role I played, the standpoint I hold, and how I think. The fact is I rarely care about myself. How I look, how role I played, how I think. So I should take some time really care about myself.
I should care more about my body, should be healthy and come into a habit of exercise. And eat healthy, say no to junk food.
I should care more about my looks, how to maintain my skin and how to apply cosmetics, what dress suit me.
The role I play, as daughter, sister, colleague, and be a good person, nice to other people.
What I think and how I think, I should spend more time on reflect my thinking, maybe my point is so wrong, and how can I know is right.
The road we passed, the views we have seen all be part of me. When years past, when we look back, we still have it in memory, the shiny part still vivid.
Be patient with yourself and nice to yourself for we have but only one life to live. What done is done, past is past.
Quote from bible:
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
