I don’t know why,ever since I had my own idea,i always can’t find someone to understand my real feeling,someone who really trust me,care about me,and i alwalys want to get up earlier so that i can move out to live alone,and never need to be bond with anyone which i really don’t like it at all. But,oddly ,since i have been stayed at my own dormitory for a summer,pampering my text,and it’s almost driving me crazy,because i feel so bad when I don’t have someone to talk with,its never been so desperately to talk someone which even I don’t want to talk with,i thought i was born to be solitude ,but i was wrong, I couldn’t help thinking how Bobinson keeps living on an island and don’t speak to people for years,maybe i truly can’t live alone in my rest of my life,last days i kept talking friends are not so necessary,but i was totally wrong,i gotta find someone,even may not be always happy,but still better than me alone.
-2018.8.21.21:20. At school
