Today is my 29th birthday.

my constellation is Libra, which always be defined as hesitating and hard to make decisions. but this time i made a decision quickly.

i ordered an photo-taking plan on this Monday ,and made an appointment to take the pictures on this Thursday, which was yesterday, and today, i received three of them, what are already processed by photoshop.

this is a present i give myself for birthday.

because i'm very low-profiled, there are few person konwing about my birthday. so i don't get any present or blessing for today. in fact, i'm a little unhappy and sad. but it's ok. i was told that if you want other person treat you some way, you should treat them this way firstly. but now, i find this doesn't make sence. beacuse you are you, others are others. you can only decide how and what to do about yourself, but you can't say others will do the same things as you.

people are different.

and i decide to shut off my wechat blog from today. i think it wastes a lot of time to check if your friends update their blog, let alone there are so many advertisement there. there are very few useful informations there.

and i should control myself not to show a lot of my daily life in public. in fact, nobody turely care about you.

what you will do, what you have already do , what you are doing, you should keep it for yourself. you dont need other people to give you thumbs.

i read the novel [lust,caution] of Eileen Chang in yesterday evening. i know this famous movie before, but i don't know it's adapted from Eileen's novel till last night. of course , this novel is fabulous one. and this movie is adapted sucessfully. and i love tangwei since i watched this movie.

and i find an intresting thing, wanglihong also acted an important role in several movies, and in some of them he was the hero, but when people think of him, he is still a singer not an actor.