Only u can have a peek in the secret life of mine .
U are in such a right place for that .
And my life will begin with u in case too sad .
But now I am so tired that I ' d rather be a dirt in the deepest earth , without any sign of life .
So I will reveal myself to u next time , tomorrow , if I am still alive by the time .
It is the only way that I can survive .
My teacher , good bye .
