我又失眠了，我已经习惯了在寂静的夜里醒来，安安静静地想你。一个人笑，一个人哭，一个人沉思，一个人感慨。一个人想你就想到日出。
我哪是爱你，我是爱爱着你的我。我爱偷偷靠近你的我，我爱在这样的晚上纵容自己肆意爱你的我，也爱明白底线，克制自己爱你的我。
我很珍惜这种情感，它就像晨光微熹的花儿，有时迎风绽放，有时含苞待放，让我欣喜和沉醉。我不允许任何人，包括我自己，去亵渎这种感情。所以它不会有占有的欲望，也没有伤害谁的可能。只是静静地伫立在这晨光中，美丽而芬芳。
I was sleepless last night again . I have been used to waking up on the silent night and missed you quietly . I laughed alone , I cried alone , I meditated alone and I sighed alone . I have been missing you until sunrise.
I’m not only love you but also love me who loves you . I love me who sneaks to get close to you. I love me who indulges myself to love you wantonly on such nights . I love me who understands the bottom line and restrains my feeling of love in front of you .
I cherish the emotion very much . It is like flowers in the morning light . Sometime they are blooming in the wind . Sometimes they are budding. It is joyful and intoxicating. I won’t allow anyone including myself to blaspheme the feelings. Therefore , I won’t have the desire to possess . And there is no possibility of hurting anyone. It just stands quietly in the morning light , beautifully and fragrantly .
