有一个愿望
不能兑现
《圣经》、十字架、燃起的油灯
油灯在静谧中煎熬着孤独
今夜没有风
连火苗也不愿飘动
为什么在虔诚的祷告中
你的眼里
涌起了
不祥的阴云
回答我，如果
那个愿望不能兑现
那么，请求宽恕的
是不是我们
有一次呼唤
没有回应
黑发覆盖着修女的企求
白衣裹着少女的热情
那胸脯的起伏
是你的呼唤吗
默默无声
默默无声
即使没有人理会
你也将希望和等待着
即使失望千百次
你也要爱
也要奉献出骄傲的心
只是要从此保持你的圣洁
1983.1.21
※ 《油灯前的马德莱娜》，［法］乔治•德•拉杜尔的著名油画。
Read Madeleine in front of the oil lamp
Have a wish.
Dishonour
The Bible, the cross, the burning oil lamp
The oil lamp was torturing loneliness in the stillness
There's no wind tonight.
Not even the flames would flutter.
Why in a pious prayer?
In your eyes.
It's gushing up.
An ominous cloud
Answer me, if...
That wish can't be fulfilled.
So, ask for forgiveness.
Is it us?
There was a call.
No response.
Black hair covered with nuns' desires
The passion of a young girl wrapped in white
The ups and downs of the chest
Is that your call?
Silent
Silent
Even if no one cares.
And you will hope and wait
Even a thousand disappointments.
You love, too.
And give a heart of pride
Just keep you holy.
Madeleine in front of the oil lamp, George de Ladur's famous oil painting.
