If you make the wrong thing, it doesn't matter. You can do it again and improve with time you can do it better than before. There isn't any regret for the future even though it is a terrible result. That is your experience which can encourage you do it better next time.

Don't expect too much about the result. At least you know each step is a witness about your improvement.  No one will laugh you. So just do it bravely.

I know you are afraid of the result while we have done many things just for waiting the day to come. Don't give up. I hope you can sit there to write what you have learned.

Don't be afraid I will accompany you to do what you want to do, no matter good or bad.