10. Instruct = to teach someone how to do something
= to order or tell someone to do something, especially in a formal way
He told me that I was very receptive, because of me eagerness, sincerity, and trust, and that it was a pleasure to instruct me.
11. Reprimanded= toexpressto someoneyourstrongofficialdisapprovalof them
I reprimanded myself for having wasted so many valuable years in the fruitless efforts of my old way, and I was eager to start in a new way.
12. Divine= connectedwith agod, or like agod
= extremelygood,pleasant, orenjoyable
Although they are spurred on by that divine spark, that irresistible urge by which they instinctively realize there is a way, they cannot find it, and they find themselves failures after years of effort.