Passively in love

It is a passive fall.

Maybe, the heart is being alone for too long. U misinterpret some information without or with intention.

Impossible to speak out, and no one to tell. It is hard.

Helpless, only with self-digestion and self-healing. This makes it more painful.

From this, U know, U were once so much trusted by him, at that time.

But, what then, U are just a person he can confide in. That is how he feels.

That is not the feeling from your part.  Your feeling of him is different. And whom you can confide in?

Impossible to speak out and no one to confide in.

Entanglement, confusion and internal friction are trapping you.

Before finding an outlet for your emotions, wait is the only thing you can do, waiting for time to dilute everything.

Gone with the wind.