The more you feel the more you will feel it just likes an usual life. Maybe you have been expected so much while it just likes a little thing in your life when you gradually grow up.
Don't make any comment about this you never know how to change with times flies.
So don't worry about it. It never depends on your expectation to change it.
It almost finished when you left. I will continue to fight against it.
Please remember you still need to work hard whatever your work or dream.
I believe we will make different about the life as long as we are willing to take action and never give up.