After finishing the part II of this book, i finally understand what the name if this novel means. If you really love someone, you call him or her by your name , her or his name is your name, when you call your name , it means you are calling his or her name. I think this a way to remind oneself that they love someone so deeply just as they are one person.There are many inner feelings description and sick and twisted behavior.In reality, i think i would be able to accept their relationship.
I can well understand the agony of loving someone secretly.You want to see him desperately and talk to him but you also behave indifferently to keep the distance.You feel your heart thudding the moment you see him or hear his sound. You prey into everything about him and you become sentimental. This story reminds me of my first love.
this -time-for -real:这次是真的
sinister:阴险的
jump-start:启动，发动
barefaced:公然的，厚颜无耻的
disconcerted:仓皇失措的，困惑的
point-blank:断然的，直截了当的
laundry detergent:洗衣液
squeak:吱吱声
exact:要求，急需
cut:刺痛
prank:恶作剧
heed:注意
