Along the road when I came back, I can’t help image the happiness when I embrace my son, the moment that I just image it makes me feel happy, I love him and always want to stay with him.
However, the reality is that I have to work to make money, and the work that I need spend much time not only work but also take time to learn. From last week, I can feel a little bit difference. He don’t stay in comfortable situation around me especially in the evening.
Moreover he rejected to sleep with me directly, I can hear the sound that my heart break down, I can understand why he do this choice, but I just can’t help me feel disappointed and down. And even i become doubtful about the purpose of my work.
I have no idea to fix this situation, I want to respect him but I still want to stay with him for more time, he is so important to me.
