Today I get a boa with white and black.
I was on my boa on my way to company. The boa was too thick to raise my head highly.
But I must be on it always. Because of I send a same style one to Xi.
Bring it could make me remember Xi.
But thinking Xi isn't all good things.
Recently, Xi became more and more silent. Almost never talking to me actively.
Maybe that is life. any people can't pay attention to someone always.
Maybe over a period of time. I will be back lonely too. So I can't give up my profession, that is guarantee.